Ptut ke?Ke tak ptut?

Lmer aku x update blog aku yg sakai gila babi nih.Haha.Dlam mser aku x update blog nih,mcm2 jdi.Aku gduh lah,itulah,inilah.And benda yg paling peningkan kepala aku,psal Myra.Dye dh pergi tinggalkan aku.Semua ni jdi sbb aku,aku yg x reti nk hargai dye,aku terlupa yg dye terluka sbb aku.Tpi tuh semua dh terlambat,dye dh pergi dh.Aku kena redha je.Smalam yg buat aku nangis lmer gila sbb dye lupa birthday ash.Yeah,maybe ash just a IMAGINARY son.But we agreed to make Ash as a symbol of our love.Skarang cara dye ckp ngn aku pon dh lain.mcm aku nih kwan dye.Yeah,there's nothing that i can say.It's all my fault.She asked me to change if i wanted her back.But,perlu ke?smalam dye ckp yg dye suka org lain.Tu yg buat aku hmpir jdi gila smalam.Aku nangis tiap2 mlam.Aku pening kepala,ptut ke aku berubah so dye dtg balik kt aku?or aku biarkan dye pergi mcm tu je?Yelah,dye dh suka org lain.Mcm dye ckp smalam,aku dh xde hak atas dye.Yeah tuh betol.Maybe i'm just over do it.Maybe dh tiba maser ntuk dye pergi.Tpi makin aku try ntuk terima kenyataan yg dye dh pergi,makin aku takboleh terima.Aku boleh jdi gila klau mcm nih hari2.Bru seminggu dye pergi aku dh jdi mcm org lain.Klau sebulan?Tak mustahil aku boleh bunuh diri.Aku menyesal  sbb x hargai dye,aku menyesal untuk semua kesalahan aku.Tpi dh terlambat,dye dh xde ntuk aku.Samer ade aku berubah or aku biarkan dye.Tpi perasaan syg aku kt dye still ade.Even hati aku dh hancur seribu,tpi perasaan syg tuh still ade even sakit mana pon hati aku.Aku bukan jenis pendendam.Aku xkan salahkan dye ntuk ape yg terjadi,sbb ape yg terjadi semua nih.Semua salah aku.Skarang kepala aku teramatlah pening,hanya tuhan je yg tau betapa buntunya aku.Maybe i should let her go so dye happy dengan org yg dye suka.But aku x snggup tengok dye ngn lelaki lain.Klau dye ngn lelaki lain lgi lah aku jdi gila.Adoi..Just myra,i'm sorry sbb i x pernah hargai u.I'm sorry sbb slalu mungkir janji i.Maybe i akan berubah.It's depend on the situation.

As you know i still remember

baby bubye.Last night ,we fought and it bring to the end of us.I know you tired with me.I'm sorry.Can you smile?This is what you want right?Read this with all you heart my Angel :').As you know,i still remember the first time i've met you,the first time i talked to you,the first time i said ILOVEYOU,and the first time we've kissed :').Now that memory turn into ashes,look's like i'll just have to blow the ashes to the sky.All the memories is like Monalisa drawing.Thanks for the memories,i will miss your hot lips and our french kisses :').I hope you'll be fine without me.Just i want you to know that i love you with all my heart.Yes i'm ego,and i'm sorry for that.I'm sorry cuz i can't appreciate what have you done for our relationship.Honey,do you remember this song?Here i am x3 i'll be by your side,just hold me tight and we'll never be apart.Here i am x3 loving you all heart,i love you days and night.I'll that word forever Nur Ameerah Binti Rosmadi :').-Sincerely Muhd Azamuddin Bin Jailani-
Bye Azmeerah :')