I miss you?

Yes Myra,if you reading this.I miss you.I don't know what's wrong but i'm starting to miss you.I know you hate me.I know you don't love me.I don't expect you to miss me too.I can see you happy with your life now :).You still cannot forget Ainnal.For the past few weeks.I'm good without you.But now,i'm starting to miss you.Haha,funny isn't it?And i want you to know i already remember the reason why we broke up.Silly things huh?We fought because of girl.I don't know why but sometimes i still hoping that you'll be mine once again,i'm so  stupid :).And i still keep the pillow you gave me for my birthday,i don't know if you still keep my teddy bear i gave you for your birthday.You said to everybody the reason why we broke up because you tired with me.I can accept that.Well,i'm ego,i'm hot tempered,i'm to hard to control right?I admit it :).I will write a song about our memories.But,it maybe take sometimes.2011 was the best year ever in my life.27 Feb right?If  we didn't fought that day,we already 1 year :).But we cannot fight fate,maybe this is our destiny.We've had such a nice memories and all the memories gone just like that.To me,you already break my heart to a million pieces.And those pieces cannot be fixed.Because of  that,i quit in love.Should i start a new book with you?Naah,i'm to ego for that :).I already know when you left me for a month,that's the end of Azmeerah.My tears already dried because of you.The good thing is,there's nothing that can make me cry now :).I wish i just could die.I can't hold this pain any longer.The pain of missing someone that never be mine anymore.My heart only can smile with tears when i saw you laughing.Maybe letting me go is the right choice.Myra,this is my promise.You are the last girl i gave my heart.And you are my first kiss,and the last :).I wish i could go through one more accident and just die.But the only thing that stop me is you,i still wanna see your smile,your laugh,your eyes.I miss the warm fuzzy feeling when i'm with you,i'm writing this in the middle of midnight with all my heart.I missed the way we used to kissed,laugh together and all the things we did when we were together :).I miss you that's all.But it's to late to regret for everything :).Just,keep believing in love Myra,cuz one day you'll meet your true love that accept you the way you are.When you said that i'm your true love,i'm not :).But when i said you were my true love,you are.Thank you very much for everything you did for me.And sorry for everything.I miss you,bye :').